Day 7

Soo, I didn't update was becuase I was hanging out with Halli Freaking Neufeld yesterday!
Ohh my gosh, it was the funnest sleepover ever.
Here's a list :)

• Made AWESOME spray paint shirts
• Watched Youtube videos
• Watched Grease 2
• Had some super good pizza
• Put on fun high heels. boas, scarves, and crazy make up and made a dance video to "What Girls Do"
• My bathroom door broke 
• Watched Tin man
• Skyped with Jordan
• Made a 10 Things We Hate About Jordan video
• Editted the video
• Yelled at my computer because it wouldn't upload it
• Made a dance video to "Baby" remix-"Bella"
• Posted on Youtube
• Got 28 views in thirty minutes!
• Just danced around to 90s music
• Continuously made strawberry orange banana crystal light juice
• Put on some red lipstick
• Made a 10 Tips For Guys on Impressing a Girl
• Went to sleep at 5:30
• Woke up at 8
• I slept until noon

"Shingles?....Are they black?..They should be red...You live in the middle of nowhere, no one is going to see them!.."-Me
"They aren't contagious..My brother had them.."-Halli
"Halli, we're talking about ROOF shingles."-Me

"IDK LOL That's so funny. ROFL"-'Jordan'
"Really?! Who says that?? IF you're going to say 'ROFL', you better be on the ground turning over like a freaking sardine!"-Me

(In a deep monotone voice) "Bella, Bella, Bella"

"I feel sexy with this boa"-Halli

And that's all I can think of right now. Soo, yesterday was an awesome day! (:

Today, is a lazy day. I need to do some homework but that's all really.

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Day 5

Today was sooo amazing!

In school alone-I got trig done, did very well on my vocab test and set up a paper in Journalism!
After school, Halli and I chilled. Let me just saw, Halli is soooo freaking awesome. Like..a lot of my friends are cool to talk to but Halli and I have those girl talks like outta movies and stuff. I dunno, it's just fun. (:
After that, Chancie and Amber and Lane and I went to Lawton to eat at Kobe's. Kobe is this japanese restaurant. I wasn't too sure about it, but it ended up being super good!
When we got seated, the people across from us had already started and their chef was doing the fancy knife trick and dropped it in a lady's soup which spilled all over her. He didn't really talk much after that.
Our chef was really good. It was soo fascinating. My face got super hot when the fire went up though. Lol. Oh, oh! He made a bit smiley face outta the rice. (:
The food was freaking fantastic. And afterwards, I had squid and sushi for the first time.
The squid was sooo weird. I'm glad I tried it, but never again. EVER.
Sushi was eh..I could only have one or two.
Afterwards we decided to go to the....FAIR!!! (((((:
Oh boy, do I love the fair! It's just such a happy place!! I didn't have any money so Chancie bought my tickets for one ride.
Now, there is only one ride I wanted to read. One and only one...

  

The Ferris Wheel

 

I absolutely love the view at the top! And I think it's fun. Well we got to ride for free!
So we rode the Blizzard afterward which is this rollercoaster ish thing that goes in a circle. It was bad cause we all had to pee and there were bumps everywhere. But it ended okay. lol.
Now I am home and completely exhausted. Can't wait to see what happens tomorrow!
P.S.-There was guy in Lawton riding his bike down the middle of the highway!!

A-OKAY DAY

Day 4

Take this sinking boat and point it home..

A number of things happened today..

1. Officially became senior class secretary
2. lost "the game" about four times
3. Woke up in a good mood
4. got wayy confused in Trig.
5. started stressing about AP English
6. finished the story in Journalism
7. ..danced with Tyler in Journalism
8. remembered my "8th grade arrest"
9. circle games in drama
10. realized I absolutely love spanish class
11. worked till five
12. play practice till seven
13. FINALLY got to hang out with my besttt friend
14. learned so legit facts! (:
15. had a sonic blast for the first time allll year
16. blogged

Oh yeah..definitely a good day!
I did drink a coke today though..I'll get started on that tomorrow. Along with the whole "wii fit" thing.

I'm really bad about this whole "letting things go"..thing. I don't like it. One bit.
But...it's going to have to happen..

Well, Imma go study for vocab so I don't completely fail English.

Geeez..Bah!

Day 3

Where are you? And I'm so sorry.

The past few nights I've gone to bed before midnight and I feel like I've missed sooo much! I know I haven't but it seems that way.
This is going to be a short blog because I have nooo idea what to talk about.
So bye.

P.S.- I look AWESOME today.

Day 2

And so there's a change in your emotions

So today we took our senior panel pictures! Unfortunately, they didn't have yellow. :/ But I chose white and royal blue.
At one point, we all took a group shot and then watched people play paintball..kinda. It was more of a duel. Two people would stand back to back, count to three and then shoot. Each person had three shots. The winner went to the next bracket until the end.
Hayley and Brian were the last two. The rules were, you couldn't move from you place and you had unlimited amo. First person to quit, loses.
Hayley won. Freaking legit! (:
But some of the wounds were brutal!

When it hit him, it was just the pink paint. But this is what it looked like after he wiped off the paint. It was bleed and bah!

We go to go home thirty minutes early which is nice. Well..I went to work. But I got to come home earlier!

Play practice was tonight and it went really well. I'm soooo excited for the play. (:

My goal is to stop drinking soda. I've done it before. It is just sooo hard to do!

Ah well..time to do trig.

Day 1

I wish I could go back to the days were guys were gentlemen and girls wore casual dresses.
Or back in Sweeney Todd times where guys were top hats and women wore..well..dresses.
Sure dresses aren't always the most comfortable, but I like them the best.
Maybe I'm crazy.
I am so scared about the play tomorrow. Well..play rehearsel. And work. And senior pictures.
It's going to be a busy day. :/

I LOVE THIS PROM DRESS.

Day 0

So, I absolutely love the show Huge. If you don't know it, it's about a group of teens that go to this fat camp (Camp Victory)
And well, first off..

Remember her? Nikki Blonsky from Hairspray..

Well..

Surprise! :)

I was soo excited when I found out she'd be the lead in Huge.

So anyway, There are eight main campers.

• Amber
• Will
• Trent
• Ian
• Alistar
• George
• Chloe
• Becca

Before anything else, would you like to hear all the connections? Well here we go. Will is friends with Becca. Even though she doesn't admit it, Will likes Ian. But Ian likes Amber. BUT Amber is like..in love with George. The only problem is that George is one of the counselors. Anyhow..Amber and Chloe are friends. Chloe is like.."dating" Trent. Trent is kinda friends with Alistar is is Chloe's twin but Chloe is too ashamed to tell anyone. Oh, and Alistar likes Trent.
Yeahh, crazy stuff.

Every week I watch this show and every week I think.."Mann, I really wanna go there." Cause I do.
I wanna lose weight so bad but the problem is that I'm far too lazy to do anything. I know that shouldn't be an excuse and "if I really wanted to lose weight I would"
But the truth is that sometimes, I'm scared what will happen if I lose it? What if I'm turn into someone who is totally awful? I mean, I don't think I would. But there is always a chance.
I would totally go to the camp but my only other problem is that I completely love my summer.
Ohhh well. Who knows.
We got the Wii fit so maybe that'll help. It's totally fun. (:

This is the story of a girl

It's only been a week of school and I am EXHAUSTED!
It didn't help that I had a crappy week outside of school and didn't make it to sleep until after one A.M.
It was soo good to sleep in this morning and then go to work at 10.
Oh my goodness, the cutest little boy came into the library today! He was around three and he just LOVED books. He just kept talking talking and he came up to me and said..
"You should read to me. Follow me."
He grabbed his load of books (about 10 Dr. Suess ones) and walked over to the couch.
So, naturally, I sat with him and looked through the books until he and his mom left.
I can not WAIT to be a kindergarten teacher. They're just so darn cute! And are willing to learn. Well..most the time. Hah.

Oh, and on the way back from Bray, this little guy hopped on the windshield for a joy ride.

He was the coolest looking grasshopper I had ever seen! I kinda wanted to keep him, but he hopped off while we were still driving.

As I drove, I began to wonder if I had taken him away form a family..or if it's a she, from her kids. Mom said that it would just make a  new one here but it still made me sad..it's hopping on a train and not knowing where you've stopped with no way of getting directions.

But I figure, a beautiful little thing like that should have problems finding a new significant other!

Well, that's all for now.

Tooda-loo! :)

P.S. -I'm in the play!

Currently watching: Alice

You see, there's this guy.....

I question myself a lot.
I doubt myself a lot.
All the risks I've taken have ended badly.
I only have one friend I trust 100%.
Even though my family is crazy, I love them.
I believe in love with all my heart.
I can't express how I feel.
I miss being able to write.
I need inpsiration.
I wish I knew what people thought of me.
I love God.
I struggle with my faith sometimes.
I don't know who I am anymore.
I am absolutley terrified to graduate.
I feel like she is better than me.
I wish I could be a better person.
I love working with kids.
I wish I could go to Oz.
I am almost to the point of giving up on relationships.
I love looking at the stars.
I wish it were easier to talk to people.
I love M.O.S.T.
I have a zebra in my living room.
My favorite color is yellow.
I am a senior.
I have been to three different countries.
I want to be fluent in spanish.
I have never been kissed.
I have never completely seen the movie "never been kissed".
My favorite movie is Fried Green Tomatos.
I make up random "facts".
I want to see a musical on Broadway.
I want to go on a road trip to Canda.
The only thing on my bucklist that I really, truly plan on doing is visiting Rome and doing more mission trips.
I am a pretty good student but it takes me a while to get stuff.
I love literature.
I want to be a kindergarten teacher.
My best friend is moving in a week.
I love listening to music.
I don't understand myself 87% of the time.
I wish my brother and his family lived closer.
I have a hard time remember childhood memories.
I cut my arm open on a hutch when I was 3 from running in the house.
I take my feather pictures next Tuesday.
I have never been on a rollercoaster.
My favorite carnival ride is The Sizzler.
I am always happy when I go to the fair.
I have never seen or read Gone With The Wind, however I own the sequel.
I love classical books.
I collect Wizard of Oz books--I own close to twelve and counting.
I plan on having a bright yellow dress for prom this year.
I want a boyfriend.
I love to dance and sing even though I am not very good at either.
I want a pet duck.
I used to have hermit crabs but they died.
I text a lot.
I wish I could draw.
I like to draw robots.
I like doing math but I rarely get the answer correct.
I can name all my teachers since Pre-K.
I have lived in the same town since I was born.
I have lived in the same house since I was born.
I work at the library.
I am in the school play.
I was a state champion in 2008.
I am not really sure when this list will end.
My theme song is "It happens"-sugarland.
One of my favorite songs is "True Love"-Phil Wickham.
I like singers like Miranda Cosgrove, Demi Lavoto, and Beyonce.
I have a wall in my room that all my friends write on.
I love writing in purple ink.
I have never been to Disneyworld/land.
I went to Seaworld but I didn't really like it.
I want to visit Minnesota.
I could go on, but I'm done for now.

My first unlucky friday the 13th

current song- "Broadway" by The Goo Goo Dolls


...Today has been awful. I blame the superstition. It wasn't so bad until..well, I woke up. It has all just been building up.
I don't really even feel like writing..
Why can't..why can't it just work?