♥Just Dance

Well..
I realllyy want to learn to ballroom dance.
But that's besides the point.

I went to regionals this weekend.
It was pretty darn bomb.
I broke for finals in all three events and am advancing to state in 2:
Prose and Humorous Interpretation.
Yay:]

I really want to ballroom dance..

♪♫♪♫

To watch you slowly fade
an angel ascending to heaven
all the jewels you have made
come out perfectly even

I feel you growing colder
your dark brown eyes no longer blinking
lips are moving slower
your body is completely sinking

The distant beat of the heart is growing faint
I hold your hand tighter
but not enough to break.
just try to be a fighter

Don't let this over take you
even though you've pratically gone
you can't let this disease make you
even though your legacy will live on

They are pushing me out of the way
no heartbeat can they find

the thing I want to know
is it yours or is it mine

[(It's 3 AM and I'm awake writing this song)]

I can't sleep.
Too many nerves and hopes.
Then thinking about how much less sleep I'll get tommorrow...BAGH.
Okay.
Goodbye.

[[I miss you and I'm so sorry]]

So...
Tomorrow is speech regionals.
I'm crazzyy excited.
But also crazy nervous:/
The competition will be good but I just REALLY want to make it to state again.
Bagh.

Oh, and mom was on tv today.
It was pretty bomb:]

Nothing Changes When Nothing Is Never The Same

I sometimes wonder if my friends understand. I mean..REALLY understand everything they talk about.
Or how many of my friends are as fake as the smiles they put on.
Like, the friends you have that after awhile you get to know their emotions and when they are being real or not.
Yeah, I hate it.
I also hate when movies are turned bad.
'The Uninvited' could have been a FANTASTIC movie. But they decide to make it crap on film instead.
Bagh.
I do love looking at the stars though. They are just, full of wonder. And to think of all the wishes each on holds.
I also love happy things.
Like the color yellow, smileys, stars, spinning in cirlces, silly jokes.
But sometimes there aren't any bright colors.
People frown.
It clouds over at night.
Tummy aches don't like sudden movements.
And jokes are over told.